Back before there was social media, when the internet had bulletin boards, which people joined they had common interests. People posted and others would comment. (often with insults or straight out sexual comments.)
But, I digress.
In May 2004, I joined a bulletin board Scrawl: The Writer's Asylum. I had two books under my belt, but they were bad raw. I never wrote flash fiction and Scrawl would do two flash fiction prompts a week. Everyone would write for a hour, then everyone would comment on all the other work. It was called Flash and Chat.
It just so happens that some of the best flash fiction writers were in this group. Rusty Barnes. Dave Bully, Sue Miller. Cami Park, Ken Ryan and Nadine Darling. Damn, they were good. They were also good mentors and much of Treating A Sick Animal (2009), my first book of flash fiction was initiated at Scrawl.
As wonderful as everyone in that group was, I would always read Nadine Darling's work when I was stuck in my own writing and needed magic to recharge. Nadine's unique and creative stories and the cadence within the work ALWAYS jump started my own flash fictions.
Which brings me to 21 years later. Poet/writer, Eric Silverman, from my new on-line group, The Write Launch group suggested we have a day and wrote from prompts. Good idea. I suggested that we write for an hour, post on a Google Doc, and everyone was required to comment on everyone else. During one of these sessions, the story,Strange Facts About The Human Body You Know About was birthed. It's a flash in list form, something Nadine was a genius at, and from those recollections mine was written. It is hardly in the same league as hers, but it was definitely influenced by her.
Write Launch, by the way, is not a bulletin board, but rather a zoom meeting (Oh, cool. Modern) which was started in 2020 by Anna David. Also, by the way, about a month ago, I was friended on Facebook by The Ghost of Nadine Darling group. I knew immediately who the ghost keeper was, but what I didn't realize was that post-mortem a collection of Nadine's flash fictions, Tales for Men Who are Lost at Sea was published. I recognize many of the stories from Scrawl, and favorites from some of my favorite highly regarded journals were also included. This collection is highly recommended---I mean, duh.
When my story was accepted a week ago, I wanted to honor this collection, and the writer of, so I added the title of Nadine's book as the sub title for mine. I also will suggest that you read her book. It are so much better.
It’s still November and there have been big losses in 2025 hitting the Massachusetts poetry world, of people I’ve considered friends. Here are Readings I’ve hosted from my series by Danielle Legros Georges, Jennifer Martelli, and Charles Coe. We also lost Jeff Taylor. No words means just that.
It's been a long time since my last drink, and on November 6th it'll be 15 years. It's a nice round number. I celebrated ten on screen during Covid, but once I started back with live meetings they were all days like any other day.
The thing with days is they have ups and downs and highs and lows, and as they say, you get to feel your feelings. But, I've always felt my feelings, and when I drank and used, it wasn't to hide them. Feeling are life-things, and all I can say is that life is better, and continues to get better as I understand myself, and the things around me.
I also started a podcast, (The 2 Deans, and now named Dean and Dawes) and worked with two wonderful co-hosts. The podcast covers disaster dates, and as my therapist put it, "it allows me to use my not always appropriate sense of humor in a way that is appropriate.
I made 16 featured appearances for my books, and I played my first solo gig ever as The Timothy Gager Uno, preforming some old and new original songs.
The Dire Literary Series Franchise reached 400 total events. Number 400 will be the night of the anniversary of my last drink, November 6th, 2010. (see totals below)
On the challenging side, I had injuries to both legs, (torn meniscus, and ruptured hamstring), and a surgery on one of them. I've been in PT for 4 months at ATI in Dedham where the people there are great, and it's a lot of fun "hanging out" there while they miraculously helped me recover. They also allow me my sense of humor, but I am able to keep it non-podcast level. Tom Tipton from the Out of the Blue Art Gallery passed, as did my poetry friend Jennifer Martelli.
All of these milestones wouldn't have been possible, and might have turned out differently if I hadn't been sober. I have incredible gratitude that I am one of the lucky ones. So, thank you for supporting my sobriety and keeping me sober. Thank you, for listening to my podcast. Thank you, for buying my books. Thank you, for attending my events.
Don't go to my old domain for Dire Literary Series
Repeat: Don't go to my website
Last July I purposefully decided to let the domain direreader.com lapse because the domain was only to redirect people to a website I used for the LIVE version of the Dire Literary Series. That original website can still be found at https://heatcityreview.com/timothygagerdire.html
not at direreader.com
But direreader.com is back, I have NOTHING to do with it, and it might be evil. Please don't go there.
What is found there? Brace yourself, is weird. It appears to be a tribute to the series, which ran for 18 years, but rather it is a rather complex AI version of that. Created by Ranchi Ellison (try googling, let me know he exists, because he smells of AI) allegedly creates a Literary Archive. According to direreader.com these sites are created to discover, preserve, and celebrate the power of diverse literary voices in our community.
What I found interesting interesting was the ARCHIVE bios of my features, where they gave perhaps 10 of the hundreds that I had. And also, the image of Steve Almond looks more like the way I used to look than Steve. See below, Timothy Almond Joy Gager. I guess doing all this makes them look legitimate.
Each author has a bio, a list of books and some shit about me.
"Steve Almond was among the well-known authors who took part in the Dire Literary Series, founded by Timothy Gager. His appearance exemplified the series’ mission to pair nationally recognized voices with local writers, creating nights of literature that felt electric, unpolished, and real."
For Jeannette Angell it says
"Jeannette Angell brought something hard-earned to the Dire Literary Series. We may not know the night she stepped in, but her battered clarity, her courage to stay real—those are part of the archive’s pulse."
and John Amen
"John Amen’s participation in the Dire Literary Series—Timothy Gager’s Cambridge project—places him among those voices that helped shape that line between the personal and the profound. It doesn’t matter that we may lose the exact date; what matters is that he was there, and that his poems continue to ripple beyond that moment."
There is a place to CONTACT them,
Join Our Literary Journey Today!
but don't do it, it's probably to capture and sell your email to phising scammers. They also have a "phone number" which is to a restaurant in Cambridge.
It all feels strange, but what is scary is if they using my name and old series to benefit themselves. I tried to go to the FCC website to register a complaint of possible fraud and this popped up---thanks to Trump and the shutdown
These New Orbs expected out in 2026 is a book of poems related to orbs (any orb). Meat for Tea: The Valley Review's Editor In-Chief, Elizabeth MacDuffie selected two poems These New Orbs and Between Us, for their Faux issue. Excited to be included.
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Contributors: Shirley J. Brewer, Jacob Chapman, Christine Gay Dutton, Rebecca Evans, Timothy Gager, Dianne Germain, John Guzlowski, DG Herring, Richard Wayne Horton, Sarah Hussein, Matt Jasper, Mary Jennings, Sara Jourgensen, Aunia Kahn, Heather Kays, Kate Kinney , Tom Kovar, Jeffrey Konvitz, Linda Kraus, Keith Kurlander, LindaAnn LoSchavio, Matthew J. McKee, Reid Messerschmidt, Spencer T. Murray, Sean Bw Parker, Neal Parks, Robert Peate, David Ram, Charles Rammelkamp, Kevin Ridgeway, Matt Schairer, Andrew Shelffo, Christopher Sullivan, Peter Tacy, Constance Walter, Michael Washburn, Gerald Yelle, John Yamrus
So, this year we've had cats and bears featured in published flash fictions. Now it's time for Dogs to make a showing at The Literary Underground.
The story behind the story:A stick library for dogs actually exists, in Cambridge (of course), Massachusetts. I read about it and went with it. Click the pic to see more about it.
HISTORY of The Literary Underground It Started With the Wiki The Literary Underground Wiki was created in June 2010 to compile a shared knowledge base about the underground press. It was an open-source encyclopedia written collaboratively by the people who used it. The Literary Underground Wiki covered the history, production, distribution and culture of the underground press.
The story behind the story: This is a basic dysfunctional family story which fits anyone who grew up with an overly critical mother. No More Bears stars Goldilocks from that other story with the bears. The piece was accompanied by a picture and an audio file read by me.
Here's a little history behind The Pine Hills Review
Our history is varied. Established in 2014 in association with The College of Saint Rose as part of its M.F.A. in creative writing program, Pine Hills Review was founded by Daniel Nester and Sarah Sherman. After the M.F.A. program was discontinued, Pine Hills Review began a second iteration in 2019 as an independent journal.
Since the closure of the colle in June 2024, Pine Hills Review (ISSN 2470-8321) continues as a wholly independent and unaffiliated literary journal. We welcome interest from others to help edit the journal as well.
My friend Daniel Nester is on their masthead:
Masthead
Alex J. Tunney (editor; he/him) is a writer somewhere in downstate New York. His writing has been published in the Lambda Literary Review, The Rumpus, Complete Sentence, The Under Review and The Inquisitive Eater. You can keep up with him on Instagram at @axelturner.
Daniel Nester(editor; he/him) is the author most recently of Harsh Realm: My 1990s. His other books include Shader, How to Be Inappropriate, and God Save My Queen I and II. For 19 years, he was a professor of English at The College of Saint Rose in Albany, NY. Subscribe to his Substack.
Eileen Pollack, George S. Peterson, Ellen Kombiyil, M.K. Jackson, Chad Parenteau, Kerry Beth Neville, Lawrence Kessenich, Linda Carney-Goodrich, Amy Alvarez, Kurt Baumeister
Doug Crandell, Mathew Olzmann, William Orem, Martin Ott, M.P. Carver, Phil Temples, Mag Gabbert, Robert Fleming, Danielle Legros George, Michael Keith, Mark Wish
Marianne Leone, Tiffany Davenport, Jennifer Friedman Lang, Ray Guidrox, Gary Grossman, Elizabeth McKim, Carla Panciera, Dr. Dannagal G. Young, Ellis Elliot, Enzo Silon Surin, Josh Barkan, Laura Zigman, Tom Laughlin
Suzanne Frischkorn, Kim Addonizio, Thomas McNeely, Jenna Le, Sarah Bridgins, Lee Matthew Goldberg, Lise Hanes, Dr. Paula Perez, Michael Mark, Maya Williams, Hannah Sward, Caitlin Avery, Carla Swartz, Stacy TenHouton, Donna Spruijt-Metz, Morgan Baker
Jonathan Papernick, A.K. Small, Aaron Tillman, David Rockland, Kimberly Ann Priest, Sain Griffiths, Harris Gardner, Lisa Taylor, Michael Keith, Jim Shepard, Zach VandeZande, Rusty Barnes, Daniel Nester. Kurk Lovelace (reading from Annemarie O'Connell's book), and Nina Shope
Sara Lippmann, Robin McLean, Gregory Orr, Rich Murphy, Diane Suess, Ron Tanner, Aleathea Drehmer, Christina Adams, Sharon Applegate Greenwald, Lucas Scheelk,
Joseph Milosch, Barbara Legere, Ellene Glenn Moore, Vincent Cellucci and Chris Shipman